Sometimes I think im like, seriously fucked up. Because i feel really sad alot recently, like REALLY sad :( like, about everything, nothing seems to make me happy, i try to think of the future but life just makes me sad.. and the worst thing is i know people who are going through hell, family losses, illnesses, poverty, but they’re ok… so why am i getting really sad over nothing? And then my sadness turns to anger, and the people closest to me slowely drift away….. :(

This is the strangest feeling ever. I don’t feel annoyed about anything, and there is nothing bad happening in my life. Yet I feel like crying. I feel like there is something wrong that i can’t explain. I feel like just breaking down, but there is no actual reason? I know people going through far worse, im not going through anything. I don’t know what’s going on with my brain/body/life but i want it to be sorted :(